Rain musings

Scene: Sanja latest obsession is to draw draw color color draw draw color color atleast 10-15 pages a day. So she is busy drawing and finds that her pencil is not sharp enough. Here is how she got hold of a sharpener Sanja: Appa , appa , thruvan thariya S : !!!! apadina - (means?) Sanja: Adhan pa pencil thuruvardhu S: (smacks on head) you mena sharpner. Sanja: yes appa. We say thuruvardhu for coconut grating. She applied the same word for the sharpening her pencil. And guess what the actual tamil word for pencil sharpener is  vericil  thuruki(வி ரி சி ல்  து ரு கி  .). Wow that was  a close match.

-sadly neglecting the blog. :( -studying :) - having inner struggles  :( - seeing a baby gal grow up to a miss little lady :) - watching a little gals dream come true , seeing the happiness shine in her eyes :) -cooking :) -fighting with low self esteem, :( and still not winning over it. -trying to find a purpose in life  :| -lose weight and get back in shape :( :( -scolding the little one :( - health issues :(( -getting worse in maintaining family ties :(  [ After marriage I am noticing a decline in my interactions with my  paternal/maternal family] - disillusioned :( -understanding what love is when I wake up everyday to a small form sprawled next me and every time she utters "Amma" Inga vaye , paaren (Amma .. come here see this ). :) I see lots of :( than :)  which translates to admonishing myself for not living my life as I want or as I perceive it to be. Hopefully will WILL myself to blog more. I need some outlet . I have so many things to tell Sanja,